Saturday, March 31, 2012
The Cutest Face Ever!
Thursday, March 1, 2012
Time for a little less ME!!!
I don't know if anyone reads my blog anymore since I went for so long without posting, but I am going to try to be better this year. It's all about new starts. I am feeling like I am carrying around a little too much me. I spent most of last year gaining back the weight that I had been trying so hard to keep off after losing 40lbs just before I got preggers with Abby. It didn't matter how much I worked out or watched what I eat. I have realized this is going to be a constant struggle for me for the rest of my life. I was diagnosed with PCOS (polycystic ovarian syndrome) about 2 years before I had Abby. The Dr. told me this is what has been causing me to have such a struggle with my weight over the past few years as well as a few other things. I feel however that if I can get my weight under control the rest will follow. This is something I really have a hard time talking about with most people because I feel so self-conscious about it and I have really felt bad that I have "let" myself get to this point. Like I said this is a new year and I am tired of feeling bad about myself and not wanting to do certain things because I am too fat or I don't look good enough. I am going to start loving myself enough to fight this battle for me! I intend to WIN!!! I am so grateful for Andy and how supportive he has been with my ups and downs. He has loved me no matter what size I have been from skinny to fat preggers to just plain fat. I am so lucky to have my number 1 fan in the same house as me. I still need all the support I can get, and I need a way to feel accountable for what I am doing so I am going to try to blog about it...not because I want to brag about any of it, but because if I have to answer to someone I will do much better. So here's to a new year and hopefully a new me. Thanks everyone for keeping me in check!
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